Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me
For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in
and I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
For cheatingI'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my leeague,
I'm wastin' my time
'Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my head
And I never know where I stand
Cos I know I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
-- Obviously
McFly
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Monday, March 06, 2006
How come people who lead simple lives want lives which are glamorous, exciting or even dangerous? And ppl with exciting lives want to lead simple lives?
How come some people seem to have everything but they are always seeking for more? And ppl who are born with so little are happy as they are content?
How come some PHD holders are constantly seeking answers to questions they can nv answer while some with a minimal education level seem to a "look-through" life?
How come some people are born into a safe and peaceful environment and lead a safe and preaceful life? And others are born into danger zones and grow up wondering if they can live to see the next day or be killed the next minute?
How come some people are always seeking for more information, more knowledge, when the old adage "Ignorance is bliss" is so true?
How come some people find their life partners at their first try, but others have to go through much heartbreak before they find true love; and some never do?
How come people can feel so differently about each other?
How come some people seem to have everything but they are always seeking for more? And ppl who are born with so little are happy as they are content?
How come some PHD holders are constantly seeking answers to questions they can nv answer while some with a minimal education level seem to a "look-through" life?
How come some people are born into a safe and peaceful environment and lead a safe and preaceful life? And others are born into danger zones and grow up wondering if they can live to see the next day or be killed the next minute?
How come some people are always seeking for more information, more knowledge, when the old adage "Ignorance is bliss" is so true?
How come some people find their life partners at their first try, but others have to go through much heartbreak before they find true love; and some never do?
How come people can feel so differently about each other?
-- Just some questions that do not require answering ..
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Did this handwriting analysis thing from Cruz Teng's blog.. Some accurate, some a 'lil absurd.. Hehe. Read on ....
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Joy has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Joy fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Joy has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Joy is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Joy is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.
Er, I'm not really sure if this is true. But I do know that stms I tend to hang on to past r'ships and can't seem to get over some things. And I do know that I don't really perceive the future as exciting and enticing which should be the last thing I should be worrying about. I might fantasize about what I will do in future, but I worry about getting a job, blah blah.
Something is incomplete in Joy's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Joy's sexual needs.
I burst out laughing when I read the last sentence. I'm 18, I.. don't really know what it means to be sexually fustrated. Haha. Seriously, I do feel fustrated right now, because of a lot of things, emotionally, mentally and physically.
Joy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Joy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
I don't really make goals, esp long-term and impt ones. I usually only make short-term, not so impt ones. Haha. 'Cos I know that the long term impt ones will just go forgotten and I might nv achieve it. And I don't have that great a self-esteem. Ginnette once told me that stms she feels that I have a lot, and stms I have v little. And that's what I feel most times. It depends on the situation and the activity that I'm engaged in, and my confidence comes only when i'm sure of what i'm doing. So is that counted as high self-esteem or low? There were especially a few problems I was struggling with.
Because Joy has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Joy is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Joy is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!
This part is rather true. Except for the last few sentences. Haha. I do get a grasp of things quickly. As in, you tell me once and i'll aga-aga get the idea. And, I do get irritated by slow-thinkers and talkers and doers. Haha. Just ask Meihui. I used to get irritated by her cos she does things so slowly, when i'm rushing for time. ANother thing is I don't like, and in fact hate, people who talk to me like i'm a kid. I once got upset over it in sec sch and I still don't like it. BUT, I have nv been faster than the people in my class. In fact, I have always been the last few in class. Haha. Mayb it's because I have always been in a class where my clsmates are all over-achievers. True! In pri 5&6 I was in the only EM1 cls, and my good friends were all smartie-pants. Almost all of them got 245 and above for their PSLE. In sec 3&4, my cls was again full of smarties, cos I was in one of the top 2 classes in sch. The boys were all geniuses, and the two girls sitting in front of me were super smart. So u see? If I was a troublemaker, it must be because I was too lazy to study. Haha.
Joy is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.
Okay, this part is very very really really true. I don't share things with others easily, esp personal stuff. Things that I might not even tell my husband in future. I shy away from intimate conversations that require me to tell the other party my personal problems and such. Thought and feelings on a certain matter is alright, but nv problems. I just have a problem with confiding in someone else. I think most of friends have noticed something like that, and my sis always gets fustrated that I don't tell her anything. Haha. But that's me.
Joy is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.
THis is real accurate too. I'm a Christian, and I'm not afraid to say it. But I have a problem with talking to others about my faith, even a small one with my Christian friends, church friends. And it's true, I don't feel ashamed or anything. It's just something I have to overcome. Sometimes when I like sth in particular, I feel qualms talking abt it too. Cos I'm afraid ppl will judge me based on that.
Joy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Joy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Joy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Joy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
I'm actually not sure if this segment is accurate. I have had lots of comments and feedback to me saying that I always look so unruffled and steady especially in times of exam, projects. Esp this semester. But then I think about how Cheng2 and the rest are always telling me that I look or sound fierce; that isn't exactly ruled by head right? Cos I do know that I have a quick temper. If somebody gets me mad enough to tell him/her off, I will feel guilty after that. It has happened so many times, that I have no idea y I get flare my temper somebody if I'm going to feel so bad and guilty after that. I haven't met any real emergency situations so I do not know if I will keep my cool, so I'll let you know next time. And yes, I do work better when I do not have a mob around me. I like being alone, and I enjoy it. I always enjoy time alone at home when my parents and sis are out. Saves me the trouble of catering to another person. That's y I like shopping alone, and yearn to travel alone one day. If the r'ship with my parents, sis and friends can be used as an example, then yes, I show my love more physically than verbally.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Joy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Again, I'm not sure about this. Stms I feel that I simply suck at striking conversations and being sociable. I don't know how ppl like my sis and Liz make small talk with ppl they barely know. When i'm in a bad mood I'll go out of my way to avoid a friend or whatever i meet on the streets because I do not want to pretend to smile and be happy. So, in conclusion, this part is rather untrue. Cos I can't interact socially for nuts. Like that how to be tai tai?? Hehe.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Joy has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Joy fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Joy has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Joy is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Joy is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.
Er, I'm not really sure if this is true. But I do know that stms I tend to hang on to past r'ships and can't seem to get over some things. And I do know that I don't really perceive the future as exciting and enticing which should be the last thing I should be worrying about. I might fantasize about what I will do in future, but I worry about getting a job, blah blah.
Something is incomplete in Joy's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Joy's sexual needs.
I burst out laughing when I read the last sentence. I'm 18, I.. don't really know what it means to be sexually fustrated. Haha. Seriously, I do feel fustrated right now, because of a lot of things, emotionally, mentally and physically.
Joy is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Joy basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
I don't really make goals, esp long-term and impt ones. I usually only make short-term, not so impt ones. Haha. 'Cos I know that the long term impt ones will just go forgotten and I might nv achieve it. And I don't have that great a self-esteem. Ginnette once told me that stms she feels that I have a lot, and stms I have v little. And that's what I feel most times. It depends on the situation and the activity that I'm engaged in, and my confidence comes only when i'm sure of what i'm doing. So is that counted as high self-esteem or low? There were especially a few problems I was struggling with.
Because Joy has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Joy is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Joy is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble!
This part is rather true. Except for the last few sentences. Haha. I do get a grasp of things quickly. As in, you tell me once and i'll aga-aga get the idea. And, I do get irritated by slow-thinkers and talkers and doers. Haha. Just ask Meihui. I used to get irritated by her cos she does things so slowly, when i'm rushing for time. ANother thing is I don't like, and in fact hate, people who talk to me like i'm a kid. I once got upset over it in sec sch and I still don't like it. BUT, I have nv been faster than the people in my class. In fact, I have always been the last few in class. Haha. Mayb it's because I have always been in a class where my clsmates are all over-achievers. True! In pri 5&6 I was in the only EM1 cls, and my good friends were all smartie-pants. Almost all of them got 245 and above for their PSLE. In sec 3&4, my cls was again full of smarties, cos I was in one of the top 2 classes in sch. The boys were all geniuses, and the two girls sitting in front of me were super smart. So u see? If I was a troublemaker, it must be because I was too lazy to study. Haha.
Joy is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.
Okay, this part is very very really really true. I don't share things with others easily, esp personal stuff. Things that I might not even tell my husband in future. I shy away from intimate conversations that require me to tell the other party my personal problems and such. Thought and feelings on a certain matter is alright, but nv problems. I just have a problem with confiding in someone else. I think most of friends have noticed something like that, and my sis always gets fustrated that I don't tell her anything. Haha. But that's me.
Joy is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.
THis is real accurate too. I'm a Christian, and I'm not afraid to say it. But I have a problem with talking to others about my faith, even a small one with my Christian friends, church friends. And it's true, I don't feel ashamed or anything. It's just something I have to overcome. Sometimes when I like sth in particular, I feel qualms talking abt it too. Cos I'm afraid ppl will judge me based on that.
Joy uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Joy does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Joy will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Joy is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
I'm actually not sure if this segment is accurate. I have had lots of comments and feedback to me saying that I always look so unruffled and steady especially in times of exam, projects. Esp this semester. But then I think about how Cheng2 and the rest are always telling me that I look or sound fierce; that isn't exactly ruled by head right? Cos I do know that I have a quick temper. If somebody gets me mad enough to tell him/her off, I will feel guilty after that. It has happened so many times, that I have no idea y I get flare my temper somebody if I'm going to feel so bad and guilty after that. I haven't met any real emergency situations so I do not know if I will keep my cool, so I'll let you know next time. And yes, I do work better when I do not have a mob around me. I like being alone, and I enjoy it. I always enjoy time alone at home when my parents and sis are out. Saves me the trouble of catering to another person. That's y I like shopping alone, and yearn to travel alone one day. If the r'ship with my parents, sis and friends can be used as an example, then yes, I show my love more physically than verbally.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Joy doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Again, I'm not sure about this. Stms I feel that I simply suck at striking conversations and being sociable. I don't know how ppl like my sis and Liz make small talk with ppl they barely know. When i'm in a bad mood I'll go out of my way to avoid a friend or whatever i meet on the streets because I do not want to pretend to smile and be happy. So, in conclusion, this part is rather untrue. Cos I can't interact socially for nuts. Like that how to be tai tai?? Hehe.
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